Yuck — Shoot me.
After two going on three weeks of feeling fine, I’ve hit my relapse and then some. I was eating normally for the most part, small amounts, but normal foods. Still only drinking ice tea, but I was doing good!
Lately I’ve been feeling a lot of pressure and aching in my front, back, and bottom. Last night I went to bed after throwing up twice (first time in two weeks all the sudden) and I got this tremendous pain in my stomach. It was my upper stomach no where near where baby is yet. I finally got to 5am where the pain was officially unbearable. I woke up Mike and told him we need to go to the hospital.
After being admitted, and explaining the pain and the HG, they diagnosed me with constipation. I told them I was probably dehydrated but never even tested it. They did what they needed to do, but the pain hasn’t gone away fully. I asked for prescription for my Zofran. I had filled my refill for my Zofran on Friday, but because t he doctor never puts it in that I need refills I needed an authorization before it would be filled. Which means, I’m out of Zofran. I’m also out of Reglan which is the other medicine that helps me live. After sleeping a while from getting home from the hospital. I woke up and the pain was still there. Not constant like it was prior but occasional and shooting. I decided it was time to go try to fight to get my prescription at Walgreens. I went there, and after waiting a HOUR with a very impatient child, me sweating and shaking because I couldn’t sit there anymore they called me up.
I had insurance through work, and because I was forced to quit my job. I was put back on state insurance. Well, Walgreen’s was informed about the insurance change (by me). They put in the state insurance and said that it kept coming up that I have another primary insurance listed and they cannot use that insurance. I’m like “yea, my work insurance. I no longer have them anymore. I only have state insurance.” They ran it through again, but nothing. The come back and say “Well, call the insurance company tomorrow and tell them to drop you off their insurance. Thats all we can do at this time.”… No meds. I haven’t had my full dosage of Zofran that I take since Friday. I cannot stop vomiting. I’ll be back at the ER tomorrow or Tuesday if things don’t get better. This sucks so bad. I started crying at Walgreen’s. We checked out up front and the lady was like “I’m sorry the wait was so long.” She thought I was crying because of the wait. I wish that was the case. I’m so miserable, no meds until MAYBE tomorrow or Tuesday and thats if I’m lucky! I put in two different prescriptions for the Zofran just so I could make sure I got it cause I needed it so badly and all cases failed. So much for my feeling well…
Anyways that was all written yesterday;
Heres the update… It is nearly 9am, I’ve been on the phone for the past hour. After calling the insurance company through work, they said “Well, it shows in our records that your insurance ended on the 7th of July.” Alright. So I call Walgreen’s, they go “Well, they should’ve told you to call the state insurance, not the company insurance. You need them to clear that up.” So I call the state insurance, and tell them “I need to drop the company insurance that you have stated that I have. I no longer work there. They ask if I have proof. I’m like CALL for your proof! They inform me that it could take up to two weeks before this is verified and taken care of. TWO WEEKS! WTF?! So I ask them, “I’m on medication that I absolutely have to take. Is there anything that I can do to get my prescriptions in the mean time?” They inform me of two options, my only hope. I call Walgreen’s back and say, “Alright, so the insurance company said you have two options. You can either call the insurance company and get a over ride code to put in the system which will override the fact that the insurance is in there so I can get my meds. OR You can give me an emergency fourteen day supply. (If I calculate correctly; will be approximately $1045 — I don’t know if this will be provided to me, or for free. I obviously cannot pay that.) So Walgreen’s took the number to get the override code and said they’d call me back. So now, I’m waiting for them to call me back. If this doesn’t work, I don’t know what I’m going to do. I can’t go without this medication! We have another inspection coming up on Wednesday. Which is just fucking wonderful because I’m too sick to move. Mike is working at 4pm, which means he sleeps until 9am – 10am, maybe even later. When he wakes up he’s going to have to help me clean up the dining room. Nickolas room just needs to be picked up a little bit. He has toys on the floor and such. The kitchen needs some dishes done and the fridge needs to be cleaned out. The windows need to be cleaned, the floor vacuumed, laundry done and put away. Not a whole lot, just a days worth of work. Work I can’t even get up to do. I haven’t ate since 3pm on Saturday. I don’t see myself eating anything anytime soon. On top of everything, I absolutely have to get Nickolas’ clothes together. He’s leaving possibly Tuesday night, or Wednesday morning to go up north with Mike’s parents. We have my ultrasound appointment then my midwife appointment tomorrow morning. We won’t get home until at least 11:30am. I pray Matt follows through and takes Nickolas like he said he was going to. He said he’d pick up Nickolas at 2:30pm today and keep him until 8pm tomorrow. If he does this, it would make life so much easier. Not only would I be able to get the house super clean without Nickolas being in my way. Also I wont have to worry about Nickolas going to my two appointments tomorrow. I know he won’t want to sit for two hours during that. We will see if Matt does what he says for once. So yea, thats life right now. Shitty as hell. I would honestly rather get hit by a large bus. Break every single bone in my body and be in a coma than feel like shit like I have been lately. December isn’t coming fast enough. I just want this to be all done and taken care of.
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