What is wrong with me?!
Alright, I have no idea whats going on with me lately. Like, I should be jumping for joy. I have a new job! We’re going to get out of debt, and yet, I dont feel excited at all. IDK why…..? Then like, lately I’ve been really upset towards Mike for no reason. Like, I dont know why I’m so mad or whatever it is. The past two nights I went and slept on the couch because I just didnt want to lay next to him. I think I’m just going through that phase where I miss the “new love” actions and affection. I miss him looking at me in the eyes and telling me I’m beautiful. I miss him spending every moment he can holding me. I miss him holding my hand. I miss a lot of things, and it really upsets me for some reason. I’m just being selfish and such and should just get over it. He’s a great guy, I couldnt ask for anymore… yet here I am complaining because I’m not getting enough attention and affection. *sigh* What is wrong with me?
I’ve been pixeling like crazy for my pixel shop. Today is the last day for challenge number 4 for the Disney Boards thing… Without me doing the website for this round, I dont feel as though I contributed very much to this but yea… Not much I can do about it now. They all said I did a good chunk but I just dont feel as though I did enough. I’ve been still running around for work. I called yesterday but no answer. Ive gotta find out if we have a certain dress code. At first, I thought there wouldnt be because the people were all dressed very casually, but then I realised that I was there on a Friday, and they very well could have casual fridays. *shrugs*Alright, thats all for now… I just wanted to get it out of my system how I’ve been feeling lately. TTYL everyone.
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