W.I.H.W – #01
Well, here it is folks. First edition of What I Hate Wednesdays. I hope you enjoy. Absentee Fathers – Matt has disappeared for over a month now. No replies to any of my messages, not a single phone call. I know he’s around because he comes online every single day. He updates his Myspace. He’s a damn bastard. He needs to sign away his parental rights to his son and rid himself from doing this harm to our child. It’s not fair to Nick, myself, or anyone else what he is doing to him. Any other females that deal with the other parent to their children, who are childish, I am sorry. I wish we could just cut off their balls, or something. Returning to work boyfriends – Mike had to return to work today. I’m sadden by this. I really enjoyed the time we had together while he was off the past week and a half. Although, we need money and he cannot afford to stay off work any longer, I wish he could. I feel so lonely already. Christmas (this year) – Christmas sucks this year. The economy is shit, therefore no money for presents. We haven’t even bought a single gift for the kids yet. Not a single one. What the hell are we going to do? Mike promises there will be presents under the tree for the boys. I don’t doubt him that there will be. Man, this year’s Christmas sucks. S-U-C-K-S. Sucks. Nicotine Cravings – I’m craving a cigarette. I need to quit. I will shamefully admit that I smoked some while being pregnant. I never fully quit. Now that I’m baby-less in my tummy, I feel as though its time to smoke again. Mike wants us to quit. I decided that it was going to happen. I had no choice really. I am trying to mentally prepare myself, tell myself, “Today is the last day.” Its not working as well as I’m hoping. I wish I had some magical drug that would just let me quit. I need help.Hmmm, it seems I have ran out of random thoughts of things I hate. Well, there is the first edition of ‘What I Hate Wednesdays’. I will be posting these on a weekly basis, as long as I remember to do so anyways.
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