Trip to the Doctor
8:52am Spongebob Square Pants [again] Blue Raspberry Lemonade Kool-Aid Too early. No one.Good Morning. Once again I’m bringing you a half awake, very exhausted entry. I will do the best I can. I went to the OB yesterday for my normal prenatal visits. I gained back the 3lbs that I lost when I got the flu. Now, we’re just waiting to see if I can gain anymore weight past what I have had. I had to see this Midwife lady because my doctor wasn’t available that day. She was nice. Nickolas was super talkative. Nothing really happened otherwise. Other than the fact I got in trouble because I never went and took the GD test. [You have to drink this pure sugar nasty syrup. An hour later, you give blood testing your blood sugars and such to see if you have Gestational Diabetes. Whoops.]I’m still trying to decide on a costume. This is a lot harder than I thought it would be. I’ve got to find one on buycostumes.com. That’s where Mike works… so we obviously get a discount on whatever merchandise. I wanted to be this fairy but I have a fear that with my belly that I have to accommodate the skirt will be raised way too far up in the front. I have no idea. I have less than 12 days left to decide. Maybe I’ll just tell Mike to check out the fairy costume and wings. If he doesn’t find it then I wear all black and put something on. That is all for now… I am going to edit this post with my “tag” answers from Angelica. [Which is just eight facts about myself. I'm going to think of some good ones.][EDIT] My promised edit [/EDIT]1. Everyone has traits about themselves they wish they could change. Mine is this: whenever I’m talking to someone, or giving advice, I always have to tell a story about myself. Somehow it turns into “Oh. Well, I had the same thing happen …” twenty minutes later, its about me. I always make things about me. I hate it. 2. I was diagnosed with manic depression when I was 14 years old. I also have bi polar mania. Although, I’ve never been diagnosed with it. I know I have it. I have all the symptoms and side effects of it. It really upsets me that I can’t get the help I need for it because the previous doctors I’ve had told me there was no possible way I had it. Which now leaves me with this huge fear that everyone is going to tell me “you don’t have it” leaving it untreated. 3. I’m extremely different when it comes to views towards my boyfriend, or guys in general. Most females get angry about their guys playing video games all day long, etc. The biggest thing I think in my mind is the following: If he works, and pays bills, he’s allowed to do whatever he pleases. As long as I receive love and affection, and he doesn’t lie, cheat, or steal. His actions are completely acceptable.4. On a lighter note now… I cannot eat plain vanilla ice cream. It absolutely has to have some form of chocolate on or in it. 5. Never in my wildest dreams did I think I’d be 22 years old with two children. I didn’t think I’d ever have kids. I knew I would be a good parent if I did end up with kids, but I didn’t think I would have any. 6. The biggest fear I have is raising Nick [I'll include the baby when he comes with this too, I'm sure] to be something horrible. I honestly believe that your parenting reflects who your children turn out to be. I’m scared to death that every action I take is shaping him to become something horrific when he’s older. Or worse, he’ll resent me for who he’s become.7. When I was born, I had black hair with blond highlights. The doctors said that I must have went to the hair salon on the way out. I also looked Mexican and my parents questioned whether or not I was truly theirs.8. I have never owned a ‘style’. I’ve always been very homely looking. I guess you can say that, others say it. I would much rather sit in sweat pants and a tshirt than get dressed up. I don’t care if the clothes I’m wearing are years old either. As long as I’m comfortable. I’m happy.There you have it. 8 random facts about me. I tag, whoever wants to do this. I doubt eight people will even see this blog.
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