Ticking Clock

The clock is ticking. Do you hear it? Tick. Tock. Tick. Tock. The time is running out. I have so much to think about. Is he not ready? Or is he? Am I the one holding him back from going further? We have two weeks. Time will tell how things go. I don’t know if […]

Written on Wednesday, May 24th, 2017 at 7:59pm || Filed under: Parenting || No Comments

Suicidal Thoughts.

When are suicidal thoughts considered serious? I ask because we’ve been brought into this whole new world that I wasn’t ready for. Let me rewind back to Wednesday of last week. It was a normal day. Everything was fine. I got the boys ready for school. They left and I got ready for work. I […]

Written on Tuesday, May 16th, 2017 at 1:19pm || Filed under: Anxiety, Life with Bipolar, Parenting, Struggles || 1 Comment

Feeling Ill

I have been so ill lately. It’s an illness I can’t quite pinpoint. Monday, Wednesday, and Thursday were all days I ended up throwing up before work. I was perfectly fine on Tuesday even though I had a very high agenda schedule to do that day. Something at work, this job, that job, any job […]

Written on Saturday, April 29th, 2017 at 3:12pm || Filed under: Parenting, Work || 1 Comment

Just In Time

So, I think I was able to nip the mania in the butt, just in time. Not without a major blowout fight with Mike first. Totally my fault, I started it, I ended it. It was unnecessary and I picked a fight with him on Easter Sunday. We didn’t scream or shout, no, we fought […]

Written on Friday, April 21st, 2017 at 6:34pm || Filed under: Accomplishments, Life with Bipolar || 2 Comments

Rough Week

This was an incredibly rough week. I spiked a mania high. Tis the season. It’s getting warm outside. The sun is out later. Mania comes with the season of spring and summer. It was only natural that I would start climbing higher and higher. Monday was rough. I went to work and had full intentions […]

Written on Saturday, April 15th, 2017 at 9:29pm || Filed under: Life with Bipolar || 1 Comment

Monthly Recap | March 2017

I really slacked at writing this past month. I wrote three times in the month of March. Either I didn’t feel the need to write or I got lazy, either way, it didn’t happen. So, here I sit, writing a blog post while I listen to my Discovery Weekly Spotify playlist. Mikhail is home sick […]

Written on Tuesday, April 4th, 2017 at 9:11am || Filed under: Anxiety, Ohana, Work || 3 Comments

Things turning around?

I’m in a zone. Picture it – I’ve got my sweats on. I just got the boys on the bus. It’s dark in the house, the only light shining through is the darkness of the gloomy, rainy day outside. The light from my laptop screen is brightening my face. I’ve got my feet up. I’ve […]

Written on Friday, March 17th, 2017 at 8:53am || Filed under: Accomplishments, Coloring, Ohana, Work || 2 Comments

Weekly Recap | 10 | Terrible Week

Talk about a TERRIBLE week! I have pictures from the entire week. I don’t know if I’m going to make a Project Life 52 page for this week because things were mostly bad and I mainly took pictures of myself – typical – but we’ll see. So here’s what happened, brace yourselves… Sunday Sunday we […]

Written on Saturday, March 11th, 2017 at 8:08am || Filed under: Anxiety, Coloring, Health, Struggles, Work || 1 Comment

Weekly Recap | Week 09

Although the week is not through, I thought I’d come and write my weekly recap anyway. I promise to not only talk about work. The week started off right. I was starting my own shift this week. I was worried how having to stay until 4 pm would affect me compared to getting out at […]

Written on Saturday, March 4th, 2017 at 8:44am || Filed under: Coloring, Ohana, Work || 1 Comment

Monthly Recap | February 2017

This is going to be short, sweet, and to the point. I wanted to so badly keep up this new segment on EA on the first of every month. But alas, I am sick and don’t feel much like writing my blog so I will just get through this quickly. went through three weeks of […]

Written on Wednesday, March 1st, 2017 at 6:37pm || Filed under: Work || 1 Comment

Needs Its Own Post

So Monday was difficult and trying all at the same time. I think this calls for its own personal post. It started off great. I woke up shortly after 4 am. I couldn’t get much more sleep. I had gone to bed at 8:10 pm the previous night and I felt as though I had […]

Written on Tuesday, February 28th, 2017 at 9:15am || Filed under: Anxiety, Work || 2 Comments

Too-Soon Weekly Recap

I’m writing this a day early. I got antsy. I really don’t even have a lot to write about but I wanted to write this while everything was fresh in my mind. This week was pretty good. It was my first week on the floor by myself. I was cleared to be by myself on […]

Written on Friday, February 24th, 2017 at 3:42pm || Filed under: Accomplishments, Parenting, Work || No Comments

Not a Recap

I contemplating writing this entry tomorrow evening and calling it a weekly recap. My problem is that Mike is gone, Mikhail in bed, Nick at a sleepover, and I’m left to fend for myself. With nothing to do, I decided to write this entry now. I got my Discover Weekly Playlist on Spotify playing and […]

Written on Friday, February 17th, 2017 at 10:51pm || Filed under: Anxiety, Work || 1 Comment

Weekly Recap | Week 6

So, I’ve been doing these Project Life scrapbook pages with the Android app. Every week, per the rules of the Project 52 challenge, I have been scrapbooking one page for every week. I normally do this on Saturday morning when we are at basketball. Yes, that means we don’t include Saturday night in our weekly […]

Written on Saturday, February 11th, 2017 at 1:39pm || Filed under: Home/Cooking, Ohana || 2 Comments

Week Two.

So, it’s Thursday and I’m on week two of my training. Things are going extremely well. I’ve asked lots of questions that I felt was necessary when things need to be reiterated to the fellow trainees. I’ve even stumped the trainer a few times or had him have to check his answers because I brought […]

Written on Thursday, February 9th, 2017 at 2:51pm || Filed under: Accomplishments, Work || 1 Comment

My First Week

So, I’ve accomplished my first week of work. We have four weeks total of training. My first week was pretty successful. I won’t go into a lot of boring detail about what happened but I thought I should still come by and write (for you and of course, my own records). I’ll do my best […]

Written on Sunday, February 5th, 2017 at 8:20pm || Filed under: Accomplishments, Work || No Comments

Monthly Recap | January 2017

I want to start something new. I want to do a monthly recap on the 1st (or close to it) of every month of the previous month. This recap will capture what had happened in the month of January 2017. January was a trying month. So much had happened. I had my interview with DHL […]

Written on Wednesday, February 1st, 2017 at 4:00pm || Filed under: Anxiety, Work || 2 Comments

This is it.

Well, everyone, the time has come. It’s Sunday. You know what that means… Tomorrow I begin training at DHL Everything is all set. HR called me on FRIDAY(!) and informed me that I was 100% good to go and everything checked out with my drug test so I was able to start on Monday at […]

Written on Sunday, January 29th, 2017 at 11:50am || Filed under: Coloring, Work || 2 Comments

Busy Body.

So much time and so little to do! Strike that. Reverse. My planner has been filled with to-dos all week. I have written everything I need to do over the course of this week. For the most part, actually not really, I haven’t followed the scheduled planned to-dos for this week at all. Here is […]

Written on Wednesday, January 25th, 2017 at 12:36pm || Filed under: Accomplishments, Coloring, Work || 2 Comments

Piecing The Puzzle Together

Slowly but surely I am piecing the puzzle pieces together. I received my acceptance/offer letter in the email yesterday. It included what documents I needed for my first day, paperwork for my drug test, parking information, and my official letter of offering from the company. The letter from the company basically told me congratulations, what […]

Written on Wednesday, January 11th, 2017 at 2:48pm || Filed under: Anxiety, Work || 2 Comments