Ticking Clock

The clock is ticking. Do you hear it? Tick. Tock. Tick. Tock. The time is running out. I have so much to think about. Is he not ready? Or is he? Am I the one holding him back from going further? We have two weeks. Time will tell how things go. I don’t know if […]

Written on Wednesday, May 24th, 2017 at 7:59pm || Filed under: Parenting || No Comments

Suicidal Thoughts.

When are suicidal thoughts considered serious? I ask because we’ve been brought into this whole new world that I wasn’t ready for. Let me rewind back to Wednesday of last week. It was a normal day. Everything was fine. I got the boys ready for school. They left and I got ready for work. I […]

Written on Tuesday, May 16th, 2017 at 1:19pm || Filed under: Anxiety, Life with Bipolar, Parenting, Struggles || 1 Comment

Feeling Ill

I have been so ill lately. It’s an illness I can’t quite pinpoint. Monday, Wednesday, and Thursday were all days I ended up throwing up before work. I was perfectly fine on Tuesday even though I had a very high agenda schedule to do that day. Something at work, this job, that job, any job […]

Written on Saturday, April 29th, 2017 at 3:12pm || Filed under: Parenting, Work || 1 Comment

Monthly Recap | March 2017

I really slacked at writing this past month. I wrote three times in the month of March. Either I didn’t feel the need to write or I got lazy, either way, it didn’t happen. So, here I sit, writing a blog post while I listen to my Discovery Weekly Spotify playlist. Mikhail is home sick […]

Written on Tuesday, April 4th, 2017 at 9:11am || Filed under: Anxiety, Ohana, Work || 3 Comments

Things turning around?

I’m in a zone. Picture it – I’ve got my sweats on. I just got the boys on the bus. It’s dark in the house, the only light shining through is the darkness of the gloomy, rainy day outside. The light from my laptop screen is brightening my face. I’ve got my feet up. I’ve […]

Written on Friday, March 17th, 2017 at 8:53am || Filed under: Accomplishments, Coloring, Ohana, Work || 2 Comments

Weekly Recap | Week 09

Although the week is not through, I thought I’d come and write my weekly recap anyway. I promise to not only talk about work. The week started off right. I was starting my own shift this week. I was worried how having to stay until 4 pm would affect me compared to getting out at […]

Written on Saturday, March 4th, 2017 at 8:44am || Filed under: Coloring, Ohana, Work || 1 Comment

Too-Soon Weekly Recap

I’m writing this a day early. I got antsy. I really don’t even have a lot to write about but I wanted to write this while everything was fresh in my mind. This week was pretty good. It was my first week on the floor by myself. I was cleared to be by myself on […]

Written on Friday, February 24th, 2017 at 3:42pm || Filed under: Accomplishments, Parenting, Work || No Comments

Not a Recap

I contemplating writing this entry tomorrow evening and calling it a weekly recap. My problem is that Mike is gone, Mikhail in bed, Nick at a sleepover, and I’m left to fend for myself. With nothing to do, I decided to write this entry now. I got my Discover Weekly Playlist on Spotify playing and […]

Written on Friday, February 17th, 2017 at 10:51pm || Filed under: Anxiety, Work || 1 Comment

Weekly Recap | Week 6

So, I’ve been doing these Project Life scrapbook pages with the Android app. Every week, per the rules of the Project 52 challenge, I have been scrapbooking one page for every week. I normally do this on Saturday morning when we are at basketball. Yes, that means we don’t include Saturday night in our weekly […]

Written on Saturday, February 11th, 2017 at 1:39pm || Filed under: Home/Cooking, Ohana || 2 Comments

My First Week

So, I’ve accomplished my first week of work. We have four weeks total of training. My first week was pretty successful. I won’t go into a lot of boring detail about what happened but I thought I should still come by and write (for you and of course, my own records). I’ll do my best […]

Written on Sunday, February 5th, 2017 at 8:20pm || Filed under: Accomplishments, Work || No Comments

Monthly Recap | January 2017

I want to start something new. I want to do a monthly recap on the 1st (or close to it) of every month of the previous month. This recap will capture what had happened in the month of January 2017. January was a trying month. So much had happened. I had my interview with DHL […]

Written on Wednesday, February 1st, 2017 at 4:00pm || Filed under: Anxiety, Work || 2 Comments

This is it.

Well, everyone, the time has come. It’s Sunday. You know what that means… Tomorrow I begin training at DHL Everything is all set. HR called me on FRIDAY(!) and informed me that I was 100% good to go and everything checked out with my drug test so I was able to start on Monday at […]

Written on Sunday, January 29th, 2017 at 11:50am || Filed under: Coloring, Work || 2 Comments

Busy Body.

So much time and so little to do! Strike that. Reverse. My planner has been filled with to-dos all week. I have written everything I need to do over the course of this week. For the most part, actually not really, I haven’t followed the scheduled planned to-dos for this week at all. Here is […]

Written on Wednesday, January 25th, 2017 at 12:36pm || Filed under: Accomplishments, Coloring, Work || 2 Comments

One Week.

I have one week before beginning the next chapter of my life. Today starts day one of zen. Heh. I kinda have to laugh at that because today has been anything but zen. I woke up this morning with a chip on my shoulder and just crabby! I was under the impression the boys would […]

Written on Sunday, January 22nd, 2017 at 1:17pm || Filed under: Parenting || No Comments

I got the job!

It’s official. I got the phone call last night. It was from Erika, the other team lead. She said that she wanted to offer me the position. She said whatever hours I wanted they were willing to do whatever. She asked if I wanted to be a part of the AM or PM class. I […]

Written on Tuesday, January 10th, 2017 at 12:40pm || Filed under: Work || 2 Comments

2016 – A year in review.

2016 was pretty crazy. Normally on the last few days of the year, I write about my resolutions proposed accomplishments that I achieved throughout the year but I decided to add little something to my annual post. I want to look back and write some of the things that happened this year. I am going […]

Written on Friday, December 30th, 2016 at 4:21pm || Filed under: Accomplishments, Anxiety, Coloring, Life with Bipolar, Love, Ohana, Parenting, Struggles || 2 Comments

Merry Christmas 2016

This Christmas was filled with a lot of family, presents, food, and fun. I am terrible when it comes time to write about stuff I have to write about like life events and such so I’m going to just post my few of my scrapbook pages that I did for the events over the two […]

Written on Tuesday, December 27th, 2016 at 1:48pm || Filed under: Holidays || No Comments

Busy Week This Has Been

This has been an incredibly busy week. We had Mikhail’s birthday, Nick’s concert, I had work, it’s just been a very busy week. I’ll explain and show off my pretty scrapbook pages I made for the events. That’s how I show off pictures and events now, by showing my scrapbook pages of it. Makes it […]

Written on Friday, December 9th, 2016 at 8:41pm || Filed under: Ohana || No Comments

Feeling Christmasy

Tis the season. I’m going to do my best to stay on track while writing this entry. My mind is all over the place and I finally have a day off where I don’t have someone who is home sick with me. I’m taking it in with Lindsay Sterling Radio on Spotify. I have quite […]

Written on Wednesday, November 30th, 2016 at 3:35pm || Filed under: Home/Cooking, Ohana || No Comments

Gizmo

So we named our kitty! We named her Gizmo. Well, the boys mainly named her. Mike and I simply agreed to the name because we didn’t hate it. So Gizmo stuck. So, Gizmo. It works. She’s already learning that is her name. It got picked and stuck so that’s said and done. She’s been a […]

Written on Friday, November 25th, 2016 at 9:14pm || Filed under: Accomplishments || 2 Comments