I still feel terrible. Each day passes and something new comes up. I’m just miserable. I ended up at the hospital on Friday. I had severe cramping in my lower abdomen, along with throwing up four or more times a day. They ran every test they could on me: blood work, two different kinds of ultrasounds, urine sample, pap smear, pelvic exam, etc. They ended up diagnosing me with Klonopin withdraws. Nothing else came back positive. *throws hands up in the air* I give up.

This morning I woke up around nine. I got up and felt alright so I made myself a cup of coffee. I had a few sips and instantaneously started making breakfast like I had promised Mikhail. The bacon was frying when I got hit with nausea. I took a swig of Pepto Bismol, went to the bathroom twice, and overall felt a little better. I tried my luck at eating a piece of bacon when I got a sharp shooting pain in my stomach area right above my belly button. The pain has been there ever since. I cannot bend over or move without it hurting. It intensifies whenever I push on it which is supposedly a warning sign to be checked out. I don’t want to end up back at the hospital. So, I took an Advil and am hoping it just goes away. That was roughly an hour ago, so far the pain has diminished slightly but hasn’t gone away completely.

I’m a wreck!   No one cares to hear about my shit anymore. They’re over this and that ailment that Nik has. Can’t say I blame them, I’m pretty sick of it myself.

I see a new primary care physician on Tuesday. I am hoping he’s a nice doctor. I know I’ll have to do a full panel of blood work and testing once again. I’m holding off on going anywhere or doing anything before I talk to him. I don’t want to go back to the hospital if I don’t need to.


I was going to write about so much more but I kinda gave up. I suppose I’ll just write this and leave it at that. I’ll write again soon, hopefully with something more positive next time.

written on at 1:01 pm || Filed under: Health

One Response to “Still Not Good”

  1. Sheri says:

    I’m so sorry you’re going through this. I hope you get some answers today (I’m reading this on Tuesday).

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