Same Ol’ Same Ol’
Title explains it all: How are you feeling? Same ol’ same ol’…Not much has changed. I’ve been feeling the same. Sickness like always. I have an infection (nothing serious) so I’m on antibiotics; along with about 8 other medications every day. I went to the doctor. I lost another 5lbs. I’m basically down to anywhere from 12-16lbs lost total so far. Great diet, I know. Not healthy though. We told Mike’s parents. His mom, accepts it. I didn’t see any excitement, but hell this wasn’t planned so its not like people are going to be jumping up and down. She informed Grandma; who was excited. Everyone’s just been pretty steady; no excitement like they’re jumping, but not upset or mad. Thats always a good thing, right? Mom wants to know when we’re getting married. Makes me wonder if we’ll be settling on a courthouse wedding to fulfill his family wants. I doubt we’ll ever be able to “afford” my dream wedding. Then again, the economy is shit; Everyone is broke; Who can honestly afford anything anymore?I’m off work still. I got my short term disability extended until I see the doctor again; Which is on the 9th of June. So we’ll see if I’m all better then, or if I’ll be extending it further. Although I still haven’t gotten any money from my short term disability so thats making things rough. That is whats going on. Life is just being taken a single day at a time. Mike’s been taking care of me and Nickolas as much as he can. I just pray that this doesn’t last forever. I don’t know how long I can deal with this illness. It all sucks. So, thats what I’m going on with life. I’ll update you all again soon.
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