Nights like last night…
Time: 11:05am
Watching: Discovery Healthy – Vanishing Twins
Drinking: Coffee
Hey everyone. Well, here’s whats been going on. Matt said he will be taking Nickolas today and tomorrow for a few hours after he awakes from working 3rd shift. To play it safe, I havent spoken his name to Nickolas that way if he doesnt show up, Nickolas doesnt get false hopes. My sister, Sarah, might be pregnant. I’m going to be SO EXCITED if she is. I wanted a baby so bad, but if someone close to me is having a baby then I’ll at least be able to be around one and maybe that will subside my thoughts of having one.
Last night, was really magical… After Nickolas went to bed, Mike and I spent some quality time together. We were up until 3am. By the time we finally both laid down to go to sleep, we were so over-tired that we were hyper. We were just being so goofy with one another. Giggling about the silliest things we both said. We really had a nice connection again last night, cuddled and kissed like it was the first week we were dating again. Last night made me fall in love with him all over again. I love him with all my heart and last night made me realise just how much I did.
Uhhh, what else? Oh! I started Pixel Ville’s Halloween 2006 Event today! I really hope we get some more members. Usually, when an event starts, they want to participate and sign up to be a member. We currently have 13 members and counting. Which I dont think is too bad for only being open for a month. Well, Sarah is coming over so we can talk and spend some time together. I love being close with my sister. I was never really close with Krystal, and being able to have a sisterly relationship with Sarah is really special to me. We can tell each other everything and it really makes me feel happy. Although we’re not blood sisters, hell even step sisters. She’s been apart of my life since the day I was born. She’s my sister, no matter what anyone says… Even if my mom and her dad broke up, we’d be sisters.
Mike’s gone at the track all day today. He left about 20 minutes ago. They didnt have the races last weekend due to rain, so he’ll be there ALL DAY LONG. It keeps us sane when we spend some time apart. He bought me Season 2 of One Tree Hill last night. We found it for only $20! Which means, as soon as I get some extra time, I’ll be glued to my tv set watching another 23 episodes. I just have to get Season Three to complete my collection, until this season comes out next year. I love that show!
One last thought… I want to know what this world is coming to. We’re living in a very scary world, that seems to be getting scarier by the minute. Four days ago, in Oklahoma I believe, there was a 50 some year old guy that went into a high school, and held six blonde teenage girls hostage. He sexually molested them and god only knows what else. Then after letting four of them go, he shot one in the head, and then killed himself. Yesterday, about 80 miles away from where I live, in Baraboo, Wisconsin. A fifteen year old boy, went into his school with a shot gun and a pistol. He pulled out the shot gun and the janitor took it from him, he then proceeded down the hall, took out the pistol, shot the principal three times killing him. What is this world coming too. I’m scared to death for my grand and great grand children. What is the world going to be like when they’re teenagers?This world is a scary place… If everyone continues to live the way we’ve been living its only going to get worse. Which scares the hell out of me.
Alright, thats all I suppose I’ll talk to you all later.
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