My weekend
Well, I’m back early. I didn’t stay until Wednesday. Here’s what happened in a nutshell…Mike came home around 1am on Friday morning. We decided to pack up and go to sleep until 3:30am-4am and then go. Well, I rolled over around 6:30am and was like “oh shit!” and we hurried up and got everything ready. We arrived at the cabin around 11am or so. Nickolas was excited to see me. I went in and checked everything out. It was really nice. After relaxing and playing with Nickolas a while we ate dinner and such. Nothing really happened that was exciting. Saturday we really didn’t do much either. We went swimming a little bit. It was extremely windy. I got out a little while and sat on the pier while Nickolas swam. Wave came up and went he lost his balance, went into the water and was like “I’m done!” Poor kid. LOL I was really disappointed because he was misbehaving so much when I got there. He was a perfect angel while being there without me. Thats how he always is though. Its frustrating. Saturday Night, Mike, his parents, and I played a board game after Nickolas went to bed. We relaxed around the fire a while and went to sleep too. Sunday morning was rough. We woke up and decided to leave right away because Mike had to be to work by 4pm. I couldn’t decide whether or not I was staying or going. I wanted to stay, but I didn’t know what I would do with myself without Mike and being with just his family. I ended up balling my head off because Nickolas was upset that I was leaving. Which, I knew was going to happen but I felt really bad because I could’ve stayed for him, just chose not to. After leaving around 10:30am, and crying for about an hour I calmed down. I called back up there and asked how Nickolas was doing. He was perfectly fine, back in the lake swimming and was ready to take a boat ride. He got over it more quickly than I did. We got home, Mike left to go to work and I sat around all night. I was really depressed because I should’ve stayed but I didn’t want to. I was bored out of my mind and kept thinking, “If I was still up north, I wouldn’t be bored like this.” But I probably would’ve been worse off. I guess I still think I would’ve felt awkward around his family without Mike being there. It was really irritating also that I felt really good up there. I don’t know if it was the fresh air, or the fact that I didn’t have to worry about a single thing. I ate so much without an ounce of nausea. I also had all of my medications (for once) so that could’ve been a huge factor in the equation of how I was feeling. So yea, that was my weekend. Nickolas will be home on Wednesday. I miss him, but I know he’s having the time of his life. Without me being there he can go enjoy everything more than he would with me being there. Makes me feel great. :emo7: Not really. I might make some changes on the site tonight depending on how ambitious I am. I’ll talk to you all later.
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