Hey Guys…
Hey everyone!Well, still no internet… HMPH! Right…. Well, I’ve been making a shit ton of graphics lately. Glitters, New Layout, Etc. Since I have nothing better to do with my time. So, when the internet does come back, there is going to be one MAJOR update! Just a sneak peak of what I’ve made…***Nvm… I guess the internet connection that I am recieving isnt high enough to go on to photobucket right now *** Anyways, things have been alright. Mike and I are doing pretty good. Nick has been growing like crazy. I cannot believe he’s almost 4 years old already. Which is making me have baby fever more than anything else. I know a ton of people that are pregnant, and watching One Tree Hill last night made me realize just how bad I want another baby. :bawl: But now is not the right time, I cannot even afford half of which we have right now. Its just disappointing. I was joking around with Mike last night, and I was like, “Just think about it… We have a baby we will get food stamps again, daycare will be paid for again, we will be able to move into the 3 bdrm townhouses in our living community, I will be able to lose weight, I’ll get WIC again, and then we’ll have an excuse to get married. We will be able to afford everything again because we wont have to pay for daycare or food” (Which is our biggest expense of all right now) He just shook his head. I tried. I guess there is no talking him into it. Work has been really good. Once again, I got to be the one that decided another person stayed or go. Its kinda funny to me. The fact that I’ve only been there since Feb. and they’re already asking me for my opinion on whether or not someone should be fired or someone should have a chance to learn some more. I am 99.9% sure that this job is mine. Which is kinda scary because if I don’t get hired on full time as an actual employee instead of a seasonal, I’m going to be REALLY disappointed. I dont find out until October. But I think my chances are pretty good. I’ve been busting my ass to ensure everyone I’m worth it. I could really use the insurance they offer too. :laugh:I’ve been trying to lose weight also… I have an appointment to see the doctor on the 5th of July. I need to get my thyroid tested. I’ve been gaining and losing weight as though its nothing. I’m nearing 250lbs this week. Which is so freaking disappointing, but I have no control over it. I’ve been eating healthier, I’ve been exercising. It just doesn’t matter.Anywhoo…I wanted to keep you all updated with whats been going on. I really do miss everyone!!! Srsly, if you’re bored, or wanna chat or keep me busy, whatever… IM me on Yahoo (paradisedreams00) or on AIM (xofadedshadows) I really hope to get some IMs soon. OH!!! By the way… if you IM me, and I dont reply its because I recieved your message as a text, and when I go to get it, it doesnt show me the message sometimes. So, if that was you, sorry about that. ♥ ♥ ♥ Miss you all!Nikkole
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