Decisions Decisions
I’ve decided to make a few decisions this morning. Quite frankly I don’t know if they’re the best or what not… but I did it and its over with for now. I closed Pixel Ville for now. I’m going to redo some things on the site. I believe it was too hard for people to understand what exactly it is, also I don’t think a lot of people understood how to join. I’m going to redo some of the pages. I am kinda upset about closing it because its only been open for a few months but I guess I will learn from my mistakes and make the site even better. I have been working pretty hard on everything for it too. Which sucks. Hopefully I can figure out what I want to do with it before early december so I can still have the christmas event. I had a really awesome idea for it too! *sigh* Some are going to think I’m absolutely crazy for closing it down, but I need some time to think it over and redo some stuff. We only had about 12 members for the past two months and that really sucks for the members because they ran out of people to trade with. I made a promise that when the site reopens everyone will have their position as a member saved no matter what.
So thats whats going on with that… if anyone wanted to know. My mom angered me this morning. She promised she was going to take Nickolas today. I have been literally looking forward to this day for a while because I havent had a break from Nickolas in at least two weeks. I’m going crazy needless to say. So she finally calls me after my 20 calls this morning and was like, “I’ve got so much stuff to do today Nikkole, and the cable guy is coming anytime between one and four”… I snapped! I was like, ‘Not uh! You promised you’d take him! You always say you got soooo much to do but yet, never do it! And if you come get him after the cable guy leaves, it will already be after four, WTF would be the point of even taking him then! You get mad about Matt giving him false hopes of being able to go there and doesnt show up yet what are you doing yourself!” — Needless to say, she finally said “Fine Nikkole, let me get dressed. I’ll be there in a little while.”
It just angers me so much because this child has SO much family yet… He never ever sees them unless I either
A.) Make them see them.
B.) Take him over there and visit them even though I dont drive. or
C.) Call them so many times bugging them about how their grandson misses them and wants to see them.
It justs like UGH!!!!!! This poor kid is going to have issues later on in his life of people not caring about him. Alright, moving on to the next bull shit thing thats irritating me…
People with opinions. No, srsly… everyone has their own opinions, right? Fine, you have your own opinion, but DONT GO PUSHING THAT OPINION ON ME NON-STOP UNTIL I AGREE WITH YOU! GOT IT? GOOD.
Moving on again…I believe I’m going to begin the “Anti-Discourage and Put Down” Club. Anyone that puts others down to feel better about themselves can be shot for all I care. End of story.
What else? Hmm… Oh! I’ve actually been thinking about working on my doll site once again. Suprise, Suprise! I’ve been making glitters… Due to confidence issues with my graphic making ability I hate everything I create… (Yes, I know Sammy… DONT LET IT BOTHER YOU! Thank you.)
Hmmm, two final notes…Does terrible twos ever end? Nickolas has been driving me up a wall! He’s been moving his bed in front of his dresser to play with his dvd player. He’s going to end up cracking his skull open. I wish there was a way I could nail the damn bed to the wall! —–
I got accepted in the Disboard Contest! Out of a TONNNNN of applications and only a select hundred or two to get accepted, I was chosen. I am apart of the Creative Community and Photography Team. I have the chance to win a trip to Disney, or a cruise, or tons of other prizes. I already made that HUGE leap and got accepted in a team, so now let the games begin.
Last but not least… I know this is extremely random entry…Mike proved to me last night that he, yes, Michael, actually listens to me! *Gasp!* I gave him a little quiz and to my suprise he answered everything 100% correctly. Which just floored me. The number one thing I thought he wasnt going to get was, “What am I most worried about right now?” He took a few seconds to think… and goes, “Not having enough money for presents.” Which just amazes me because I thought for absolute sure he wasnt going to get that. So yea… Thats all.
Pixel Ville is temp. closed due to me being in this Disney Contest, and everything else I have going on in life. I’m trying to quit smoking. I’m trying to lose weight. I’m trying to finish my diploma. I’m trying to get my liscense. I’m trying to find a job. ETC ETC ETC I got a whole lot going on, so anyone that has a problem with me closing Pixel Ville for now… can just deal. I need to figure some things out.
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