*Crawls out from under a rock*
:sneer: “Oh. It’s this girl again. The one that never updates her site. Let alone writes in her blog. Here she is again, letting us know that she’s alive. She will be working on something or other. She’s super busy, once again.” :sneer:Yea Yea Yea !!! Thats pretty much how it goes… I figured I’d blow off the dust thats collected here. Write an entry… Its 5:37 in the morning, and I cannot seem to wake up. I’ve been so very tired lately. Going to bed at 8am usually isn’t my thing. On a normal day, I could be awake for a few hours and still be energized. Not as of lately, thats for sure…Well, here goes it. This is whats happening in my life as of recently.Busy Season has started at work. Which means, new trainees, and sitting with them until they get it right. Its pretty stressful, especially when the people you sit with are simply just NOT getting it. Oh well though, this is a job not everyone gets. Just wish the people that weren’t getting it would just admit it to themselves, save us the trouble, and quit. Aren’t a I horrible person? Next… I finally made an appointment a few weeks ago to go see a psychiatrist. Hopefully be put on the right medication this time. I’ve been crashing pretty bad. I’m pretty sure I have bi polar. Which has recked havoc on my life for far too long. I’m basically up and then down. Right now, down. Thus the reason I’m sleeping so much. No desire to do anything, no ambitions, goals, etc. Everything upsets me very quickly, and its not any fun whats so ever.I’m excited for next month, for one simple reason; Money! We get paid three times next month, which is a w00t type of thing. Plus, we get those government issued checks to go blow on spending and try to get the economy back up in shape. Haven’t quite figured out what I want to spend mine on, but I’m sure it will come to me. I want/need to get some new clothes. Summer is coming, slowly, but coming. What else? Matt still isn’t working, or is, but isn’t sending child support. Who knows anymore. All I know, is that he’s taking Nickolas on the most absurd days of the week, making him get out of daycare (in which I’m still paying for even if he’s not there) and then keeping him for days on end. He’s got money, don’t get me wrong, he does. How else would he keep getting new tattoos that cost a couple hundred dollars, or more. Whatever though, he’s a douche bag.Mike and I are doing alright. Yea, about that well… Idk we’re just us, I guess. Nothing exciting, romantic, or amazing going on. Quite a boring thing we got going on, but what can I do? ya know? Well, I suppose i should finish getting ready for work. I’ll talk to you all later.
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