Thats exactly how I feel, like crap. Nickolas came back home yesterday after being at Matt’s house. He had enough energy to last him four days of non-stop running around. Matt gives him that Baja Blast Mountain Dew they have at Taco Bell. Which is just WONDERFUL! Because you know, every fucking four year old kid needs a huge dose of mountain dew! :emo9: He’s such a douche bag.

Regardless, I haven’t been feeling well. I’m not throwing up like I was, but I just still have that all around yucky, icky feeling. Its not comforting. I also feel like I have someone blowing up a balloon inside of my uterus. Thats how it feels constantly. Like, someone is slowly blowing up my insides and making everything get pushed and forced to its limit. I don’t remember this from the first pregnancy but I’m sure its normal growing pains.

I have an appointment on Tuesday. Well, two appointments to be exact. I had to reschedule my appointment I had for today to be next week. There was no way I was going to be able have Mike get off or take off a few hours in advance for it. So I have an appointment with a midwife instead of my doctor on Tuesday because he was all booked up through August. Which is fine, because now I get to meet my sister’s midwife. :emo5: Then, after the appointment is over, I go to the complete opposite side of the hospital clinic (which is roughly a mile long stretch of hospitals/clinics) and go to have my ultrasound done. They called me yesterday and asked if I wanted to come in today at 8:30am. I wanted to so badly say yes, but I figured I wouldn’t have had a ride, and Mike wouldn’t have been with me. So its a good thing I have kept my original appointment.

Mike and I are going to be all lopsided loopy with his schedule within the next two weeks. He currently is working 12 hour shifts. Monday he goes from working 6am till 6pm to working 4pm – 12am. Yup, second shift. Which is going to be interesting. Nickolas is used to him being at work during the day. So he gets to watch his cartoons and all that fun stuff. I guess the second shift is only going to last two weeks or so, but we will see. Him moving around his shift like that makes things a lot easier for me going up north to his grandparents cabin. He will be working Sunday through Thursday. We will be leaving next week Friday in the morning then coming back on Sunday. So at least we get to go, make his Mom happy, and spend some time up there.

I don’t really have much more to write about. I made a bunch of Myspace graphics and photo caption things. I guess you can consider them photo captions or comments. I don’t know. I don’t make many Myspace graphics. After looking around the community the past few days I’ve thought up many other “pet peeves” I have. I’m going to keep them to myself for the most part though because they’re kinda empty. Its one of those things that I’m like “Well, how are they able to do that…?” But I guess if you look at the HUGE picture of the community technically everything that is made is the same concept. I know I just probably confused the hell out of you. Sorry. Maybe if I feel a little better I’ll write it in my opinions section. We will see. Right now, I’m going to say NO! I do believe I’m going to lay back down again though. Feeling like crap, with a hyper four year old boy sucks.

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