Complicated
So, its going to be set up like this for a little while. (No front page, just a different link to get in)… Some changes to also note:1. You must register with the site to comment. 2. Those of you who are looking at this, have gain access to reading it. DO NOT abuse your privileges or access. …More coming soon.Alright, enough sounding like a hard ass. :angry: What else is going on? Oh, I’m at a point in my life, where I have no idea what choices I should make. I am trying to think about myself and my son only, but its hard. Especially when the person you keep thinking about also, is the one that you’ve been with for the past three years, and his family in which we’re close with. :worried: I’m running out of options. I don’t want to make a choice, I just kinda want the best of both worlds, but I don’t want to take the consequence’s with it. I also don’t want to jump into something I’m not 100% is actually there. Some of you know what I’m talking about, others maybe not. Sorry guys, its gotta stay that way for now.:right:I decided I was buying a car with my taxes. With a car, I have freedom. My independence back also! No having to ask for favors, or grovel to people to get picked up. Also, have a choice to leave/stay without consequences of no rides to and from work & Nick’s daycare center. :left: This weekend was fun at least… Mike’s holiday party for his work was on Saturday. We got to the hotel around 3:30pm. We shared a room with Adam & Gwenn. It was awesome though. We started drinking around 4:30pm, had cocktails and such at 6pm, and dinner around 7pm. Casino night until around 10:15pm, and gifts afterwards. After the party, we went back up to the room, which just happened to be connected to the planner’s room, who was having Beer Fest. So, we left our doors opened, and everyone who went to Beer Fest also came and visited us. So that was pretty cool… I got pretty drunk, but not too bad. I wasn’t puking. The next day, we decided to go to Toys R Us, and look at some toys, then finally got Nickolas. I don’t think we actually fell asleep on Saturday night, Sunday morning until about 4am. Waking up at 9am, yea, needless to say I was tired as hell. Well, I suppose. I have some stuff I need to get done. I have to also get ready for work. Maybe at work I can clear my head more so than I was able to do last night. Talk to you later everyone.













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