Just figure it out

I had a rough day. I’ve had a rough past two weeks. Mike’s grandfather passed away on the 24th. We went up north and at his funeral that weekend (two weekends ago). I had a rough time. I bottled everything up in a way to be supportive for Mike. I powered through everything. Sure, I […]

Written on Monday, August 7th, 2017 at 7:00pm || Filed under: Uncategorized || No Comments

Please Fix Me

So, here’s what we’re going to do. I am going to type. Whatever comes to mind, on to my fingers, and into the keyboard, upon the screen is what’s going to come out. This is going to be a hodge-podge¬†of information that is just trying to be released from my brain. I need it out […]

Written on Wednesday, June 28th, 2017 at 3:48pm || Filed under: Uncategorized || 1 Comment

Pros and Cons

My mother always taught me that in any given situation you can use a pros and cons list. When you’re outweighing almost anything in life pros and cons list can help you decide. I have been very confident lately. According to my psychiatrist, that’s normalcy, not mania. Huh. News to me. Anyway, I’m experiencing some […]

Written on Friday, December 16th, 2016 at 10:27pm || Filed under: Uncategorized || 1 Comment

Not Titled.

I don’t have a fancy title for this blog post. It’s simple really, I’m bored out of my mind and have nothing better to do but write on here. So, here I am. There’s some things I haven’t talked about lately or forgot about so I thought I’d address them. Job Interview with Aflac I […]

Written on Thursday, June 2nd, 2016 at 11:04am || Filed under: Uncategorized || No Comments


I’m incredibly sore lately. Yes, I just had surgery, it’s going to be a given that I’m a little sore. I’ve been pushing myself to do a little more and go a little further than I probably should. I don’t want to be a lump on the couch that isn’t moving around and doing nothing. […]

Written on Monday, May 23rd, 2016 at 12:38pm || Filed under: Uncategorized || No Comments


I put in NuvaRing on Tuesday and I’ve felt like shit ever since. I only need to deal with this, this one last time then I’ll have my procedures and not have to deal with any of this anymore. The fears and the PTSD I feel each day I throw up from my days of […]

Written on Sunday, April 24th, 2016 at 7:34pm || Filed under: Uncategorized || No Comments


I am incredibly bored right now but I don’t know when the boys will be returning so I’m going to make this fast. The boys, Mike, and his dad went to the baseball game tonight. They left me to fend for myself. So far, since they left around 4 pm, I have: watched about 8 […]

Written on Saturday, April 9th, 2016 at 9:39pm || Filed under: Coloring, Uncategorized || 1 Comment


I’m a wee bit testy today. Here’s why: It all started with waking up early this morning for what will be our last basketball practice since we’ll be at the Dells next weekend for the actual last practice. I got out of bed and reluctantly made my way downstairs to where I would find the […]

Written on Saturday, March 5th, 2016 at 7:27pm || Filed under: Uncategorized || No Comments


He’s home. He will be within my arms as soon as his dad picks him up and drives him home. I couldn’t be as happy as I will be when he’s in my arms.

Written on Wednesday, January 27th, 2016 at 1:05pm || Filed under: Uncategorized || No Comments


This is hard. Only six more days… less than six days. More like five and a half days. He’s having a rough time. He wants to be home with us. He said he will never ever do this again because he “isn’t made to be without us.” I got tears in my eyes and had […]

Written on Thursday, January 21st, 2016 at 6:43pm || Filed under: Uncategorized || No Comments