Been a long time…

Alright guys… just a quick update. I’ve been really sore & tired. I got teeth pulled on Monday so I’ve been out of it from the drugs they gave me. I scheduled off work on Monday because of it. Yesterday I went to work, and was basically told to go home at 11am. I was [...]

Jingle Bells, Jingle Bells

Good evening everyone! Well, what a day this has been… weekend for that matter. Yesterday Matt decided to come and get Nickolas for a few hours. Very nice of him. He kept him until about 3pm. Came over, dropped him off… and actually had a 20 minute conversation with me. He was mainly talking about [...]

My Autobiography

This is my story regarding what life is like being a bipolar, teenage mom. I have gone through a lot of ups and downs, emotional, physical, and mental abuse. I have had drug, alcohol, and sex abuse. This was written in Aug 2004, and I rewrote it in 2010.  The sole purpose of this entry [...]

New Emoticons!!!

Time: 6:16pm Listening To: Juvenile Feat. Cool & Dre – Rodeo (I know its rap… and I hate rap but I loveeeeee this song) Eating/Drinking: Smores Poptart & Orange Kool-Aid Well, another night of quietness. Matt just called asking if he could please have Nickolas again. :omg: Its NUTS! Something I said must’ve snapped in [...]

My weekend (so far)

Time: 11:35pm Listening To: Flyleaf – I’m So Sick Well, there is a lot that happened since the last time I wrote. So hopefully I get everything in, without jumping around, skipping stuff, and confusing you. On Thursday, Ali was going to come over, but I wasnt feeling all that well. The previous night I [...]

Nick’s Dad severially pisses me off >.<

Time: 11:52pm Talking to: Ali So Nick’s dad highly HIGHLY pisses me off. I told you pretty much what happened on Saturday with the whole him trying to bring him home early crap. Well, Nick came home on Sunday and he had this nasty rash. I’m talking pure raw, blisters, and hives. I have NO [...]

Cleaning Spirit

Time: 11:40am Drinking: Kool-Aid is all gone :sad: Omfg, I just cleaned Nickolas’ entire bedroom! I went through all of his toys and got rid of anything that was broken or lost. I also rearranged it. It took me almost three hours to do everything. He’s almost three years old, and I’m teach him how [...]

I’m happy, actually happy!

Time: 11:37pm Watching: Dave Chappel Show I’m actually happy! For once in forever… Matt took Nick again today. Which was really nice of him. Nick was being such a pain in the butt. We went to Mike’s parents house for about three hours. His mom really wanted us to stay for dinner she made turkey [...]

*Screams*

Time: 1:17am Drinking: Mt Dew Listening To: Brad Paisley – Two People Fell In Love Knowing: I should go to sleep :sleep::shocked: Today was absolutely crazy. Nickolas was driving me up a wall. All day yesterday I wasnt feeling too well. I went to sleep for the night at 5pm. I had slept from 5pm [...]

New Layout (already!)

Time: 1:45am Drinking: Cherry Coke Watching: Nothing Listening To: Nothing Well, I added a new layout already! :laugh: I know I just put the other one up. I really loved that layout I just had one problem with it. The top banner was WAY too big. It got so irritating to me because I had [...]