I’m bored out of my mind, so I decided I should blog. I haven’t been really good with keeping up with blogging so I’m going to at least attempt to start writing a lot again. Since I last wrote, Nick came home from being at Matt’s house. He came home with a mohawk; a mohawk [...]
I needed to get this off my chest. 140 characters don’t do enough justice. Today I was over at Mike’s mom’s house because she wanted us to come along while she took the cat to be groomed and go shopping. Basically the cat groomer is 40 minutes away so she shops while she waits, didn’t [...]
I have had many points in my parenthood where I just want to throw up my hands and call defeat. I want to give up. I don’t know what to do. I don’t know what I’m doing wrong. My son, he’s six years old. He was born when I was 17 years old. His father [...]
I’ve been doing an excellent job of having a strict categorized entry. I’ve been writing one topic, per entry, which ends up falling in one category. Easy enough, right? Wrong. Anyways, I wanted to keep that going, but unfortunately I have days like the previous two days where there was so much madness going on [...]
I have had an extremely rough morning today. It’s not the first that I’ve had, and I highly doubt it’s not the last. Its one of those mornings where you seriously begin to wonder why you’re not ripping out your hair. Times like these, I wonder to myself why did I ever have kids? I [...]
Some of you are aware that Matt, my ex and Nick’s dad, and I don’t get along at all. In fact, if it was legal to murder each other, I’m sure it would have already been done, not really, but you know what I’m saying. Lately, I have been battling him for child support. Last [...]
Alright guys… just a quick update. I’ve been really sore & tired. I got teeth pulled on Monday so I’ve been out of it from the drugs they gave me. I scheduled off work on Monday because of it. Yesterday I went to work, and was basically told to go home at 11am. I was [...]
Good evening everyone! Well, what a day this has been… weekend for that matter. Yesterday Matt decided to come and get Nickolas for a few hours. Very nice of him. He kept him until about 3pm. Came over, dropped him off… and actually had a 20 minute conversation with me. He was mainly talking about [...]
This is my story regarding what life is like being a bipolar, teenage mom. I have gone through a lot of ups and downs, emotional, physical, and mental abuse. I have had drug, alcohol, and sex abuse. This was written in Aug 2004, and I rewrote it in 2010. The sole purpose of this entry [...]
Time: 6:16pm Listening To: Juvenile Feat. Cool & Dre – Rodeo (I know its rap… and I hate rap but I loveeeeee this song) Eating/Drinking: Smores Poptart & Orange Kool-Aid Well, another night of quietness. Matt just called asking if he could please have Nickolas again. :omg: Its NUTS! Something I said must’ve snapped in [...]
My name is Nikkole. I usually go by Nikki. I'm a SAHM of two boys. I'm enaged to Mike, who I believe is my soulmate. Twenty-three years old, you'd think I'd have "what I want to do when I grow up" figured out by now. Apparently, I have better plans. My life consists of two kids, a man I love, bipolar disorder, too many hobbies to count, and a roller coaster ride of emotions. I'm an open book. I'm honest and straight forward. I don't tend to ever hold back what needs to be said, or what I think and feel. I offend people, but that's what happens when you show people the truth. I'm just me. I'd say take a look at my About Me pages and Learn More...?
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