At this point, I’m writing these posts mainly for my purposes of keeping records of what I’m on for later on… That way, when I have a new doctor and they ask “Have you ever taken ___?” I can tell him yes or no by doing a simple search here. I’ve also been doing pretty [...]
Just as fast as I got my new, amazing pdoc – I lost him… kind of. I went to my pdoc appointment on Monday and everything was going great. He was pleased to hear how well I’ve taken to lithium and Seroquel. He told me to continue giving myself as much Seroquel as I have [...]
Things are slowly turning around in the mental health aspect of my life… I’ve been busting my butt to get everything situated with it. I recently was able to get a new pdoc (psychiatrist) and a new therapist. A few weeks ago I see the therapist for the first time. He’s an older man probably [...]
… instead of being at the hospital trying to get some much needed treatment, therapy, or god knows what. I’m sitting here writing in my blog hoping and praying that it helps me let out some of the feelings I feel. I’m freaking the fuck out. I’m at that point where you grab your head [...]
My therapist requested that I write all my bipolar episodes that I have had in the past 10 years. This is unreasonable beyond belief to me … and quite frankly I cannot remember all that information. I just realized about a year ago that what was wrong with me was the bipolar… before that I [...]
I’m bored out of my mind, so I decided I should blog. I haven’t been really good with keeping up with blogging so I’m going to at least attempt to start writing a lot again. Since I last wrote, Nick came home from being at Matt’s house. He came home with a mohawk; a mohawk [...]
I needed to get this off my chest. 140 characters don’t do enough justice. Today I was over at Mike’s mom’s house because she wanted us to come along while she took the cat to be groomed and go shopping. Basically the cat groomer is 40 minutes away so she shops while she waits, didn’t [...]
It’s been quite a long few weeks. It’s been over a month since my last blog entry. I must tell you a lot has happened. I don’t know how much I’ll be willing and able to indulge because currently I’m going through manic depression badly. It’s a long story, but without wanting to bore anyone [...]
Alright, two huge things happened today in which I’m going to discuss here. If I were to attempt to post it via twitter I’d be like 400 tweets later and that would be bad. First a little back story as to what’s been going on … Mike got all four of his wisdom teeth pulled [...]
As I had stated in my previous entry, I’m reading a self help quit smoking book called “The Easy Way To Stop Smoking” is basically exactly what it says, it explains the easy way to stop smoking. Long explanation short; it says that you’re supposed to smoke all the way while reading the book, until [...]
My name is Nikkole. I usually go by Nikki. I'm a SAHM of two boys. I'm enaged to Mike, who I believe is my soulmate. Twenty-three years old, you'd think I'd have "what I want to do when I grow up" figured out by now. Apparently, I have better plans. My life consists of two kids, a man I love, bipolar disorder, too many hobbies to count, and a roller coaster ride of emotions. I'm an open book. I'm honest and straight forward. I don't tend to ever hold back what needs to be said, or what I think and feel. I offend people, but that's what happens when you show people the truth. I'm just me. I'd say take a look at my About Me pages and Learn More...?
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