Bittersweet
Alright, first things first. There are some various updates on the site. Some new content for your. Blank buttons, another set of blank banners, and another web set. I’ve also figured out whose smilies I was using. The appropriate link is located in the menu on the bottom. Nickolas is at Matt’s house. Its a very nice relaxation time for me. Although, he called me tonight with some forward text that he got from a co-worker asking if he could come in. I’m like, “You better tell him you can’t. You never spend enough time with Nickolas, and this is your time to be with him, not work.” He’s such a bastard.Which brings me to a good note; Mike is an amazing guy. I never realized how good he treated me until recently. I really couldn’t ask for much more than what I have. I mean, sure we have our moments. We had a lot more prior to this pregnancy. We hit a spot that was really rough and choppy. I wanted to move on and end the relationship. I found out I was pregnant and it was like, a completely new us. I don’t mean to get all sappy on you guys. I just wanted to express it. Yesterday, even though we had already gone somewhere that day to pick up whatever we needed, he went out and bought me chocolate pudding. Today, he made it for me because I didn’t want to get up to do it. He’s just changed a lot. I said something about it and he said, “I changed before all this happened, you just didn’t care to see it. Its good to see you see it now.” I feel guilty but at least now we’re better than ever. So I just wanted to scream to the world that I’m really happy we are doing so good. I don’t know why or how I lost sight of how good he treats me. All that matters now is that I have gotten glimpse of what was lost and its all better now.On a final note; My sister found out she’s having a little girl. *sigh* I swear I’m going to start a poll. Mike’s Mom and my Dad think boy. My mom swears up and down it will be a girl. Well, actually, my Dad has been kinda all over the place. Regardless, I find out next week Tuesday. I cannot wait. I’m anxious and nervous and excited all at the same time. I want a little girl. Regardless, I want it healthy, and then I’ll be happy. In my thoughts I want a little girl. Always when I was growing up I wanted two children. Boy then girl. That way the girl would be protected by her older brother. Guess we will see. I suppose, thats all for now. I’ll speak with all you again soon.
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