Accomplishments for October 5th
- Attempted to make homemade beef stew. I failed… It’s edible – but the veggies are hard and didn’t cook 100%. I learned many lessons.
- Didn’t Nap – I wanted to take a nap, but I did chores instead like a good little “housewife” does.
- Took my medication – four days now.
- Made brownies yesterday – only had two SMALL pieces today. I’m normally a fat ass that eats an entire pan in three days. I’m proud of myself.
- Ate fairly healthy all day actually, aside from my two brownie pieces. I had a small bowl of cereal for breakfast, a low fat quesadilla for lunch.
- Stayed calm and rested all MAJOR anxiety I have about court and Matt and custody battles, etc.
- Talked to Matt, civilly. I’m not letting him get ANY ammunition for our court date. If he wants a fight, he’ll get one, in court – until then I’ll just kiss his ass, let him have his way so he can’t use ANYTHING against me.
- Made out a weekly chore list for myself – so far sticking with it! One step at a time….
- Attempted to quit smoking, decided that one life-altering good choice (taking my medication & seeing my psychologist AND psychiatrist) was enough for one week… I’ll quit when I’m ready – right now I am not. I’m okay with that. Mike is too, which makes me happy that he’s so supportive.
- Copied ALL my recipes to recipe cards. A task I’ve been dreading.
That is all for today – those are my “big” accomplishments – my little ones include:
- Got out of bed and was a good parent to my boys, instead of laying in bed all day curled in a ball like my depression wanted me to.
- While life is stressful because it’s Mikes busy season since he works at BuyCostumes.com’s warehouse – its the busiest time of the year – he works 60-80 hours a week… I MISS him. I know its hard, but I push it aside and know that he does it for us.
… that’s all I got. I’m watching One Tree Hill, and I’ve become distracted.
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