Accomplishments for 10/06/2009

Some of you might not know why I have been occasionally writing my accomplishments down here… 1. Its because its a lot easier than writing an entire post on WP for my website. 2. My therapist wants me to write my accomplishments out every day, big or small, so I can get a sense of “I did it” even though I feel like I sit around doing nothing at all.

I’m one of those types of people that will sit there and say, “Oh man, I didn’t do the dishes today. I could have went to the store, but noo I sat here playing games online all day.” I’m trying to change my mindset around from thinking of the “what I didn’t dos” to the “what I did dos”. Got it? Good.

• Got out of bed, even after very very little sleep. I went to bed at 11:30pm, and laid there until 2:30am – Mikhail woke up at 3:30, 4:30, then finally stayed awake at 5:00am. Yuck. Here I sit here, wide awake. What is wrong with this picture?
• Took my medication. Taking a full 40MG at once now. My body has adjusted to it and is not making me extremely loopy.
• I wrote out my documentation to take to court for Matt. I had to go through my blog – Back dating to August 2006 – and write down any instance that I had posted on there (because I have a horrible memory) of all the crap Matt did. I have been putting it off for weeks because I didn’t want those awful memories to be resurfaced – I also have a thing about not rereading my blogs. I don’t like to look back… I don’t know why. – I finally sat down and spent over 6 hours doing it today. This was a HUGE accomplishment on my behalf.
• I ate breakfast, and lunch… had to force myself to eat dinner (my meds are having an effect on me I think, I didn’t have an appetite by dinner) The reason this is an accomplishment is because I’m trying to eat healthier – which means three meals, two snacks, a day. I NEVER ate breakfast, so doing so, is great. I’m currently working on doing lunch and dinner healthy now too.
• Apologized to Nickolas for being extremely short with everyone. I’m running on 5 hours of sleep. I’m not tired. I’m very short and irritated – But I can’t even force myself to fall asleep. Last night I tossed and turned in bed for hours. I’d much rather stay awake and keep my mind busy, than lay in bed and think of 300 million thoughts I don’t need to be having.
• Picked up my WIC checks for my son. It’s such a hassle ot go to the store and do 5 transactions, but I did it.

Alright, my mind is blank… guess that’s all for today.

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