Another new cocktail…

At this point, I’m writing these posts mainly for my purposes of keeping records of what I’m on for later on… That way, when I have a new doctor and they ask “Have you ever taken ___?” I can tell him yes or no by doing a simple search here. I’ve also been doing pretty [...]

08-17 – Current

August 17th: early afternoon: a lot of anxiety and nervous going to my appointments and driving to pick up prescriptions afternoon – evening: very mellow. Almost a sense of normal. VERY exhausted No motivation and overwhelmed with chores. evening: went to bed at 8pm. Took seroquel early because I was still very tired and groggy [...]

Good Things Come With A Price

Just as fast as I got my new, amazing pdoc – I lost him… kind of. I went to my pdoc appointment on Monday and everything was going great. He was pleased to hear how well I’ve taken to lithium and Seroquel. He told me to continue giving myself as much Seroquel as I have [...]

New Pdoc

Things are slowly turning around in the mental health aspect of my life… I’ve been busting my butt to get everything situated with it. I recently was able to get a new pdoc (psychiatrist) and a new therapist. A few weeks ago I see the therapist for the first time. He’s an older man probably [...]

I should be at the hospital

… instead of being at the hospital trying to get some much needed treatment, therapy, or god knows what. I’m sitting here writing in my blog hoping and praying that it helps me let out some of the feelings I feel. I’m freaking the fuck out. I’m at that point where you grab your head [...]