Lately, I have been feeling rather, whats the word? Girlie.

I’ve been writing a lot of entries lately about how I’ve been accomplishing so much. I’ve been busting my ass to change everything that I don’t like about myself and for the most part, I’m doing a great job. I’m still manic as hell, but to be quite honest, I’m not complaining. I’m pretty proud [...]

Blogging Safely

An article I wrote on 01/24/08, basically wrote it to some of my friends  on a message board to open some eyes. Just wanted to know what others  thought… Hello everyone. (BTW, after writing this, if its in the wrong spot, I’m  sorry, I couldn’t figure out the best topic forum to put it in) [...]

My latest battles with quitting smoking

As I had stated in my previous entry, I’m reading a self help quit smoking book called “The Easy Way To Stop Smoking” is basically exactly what it says, it explains the easy way to stop smoking. Long explanation short; it says that you’re supposed to smoke all the way while reading the book, until [...]

I’ve been soaring high, and I’m scared to death of the height

As most of you know, I’ve been extremely manic lately. As a matter of fact, I’ve been soaring. I have done more in the past month that I’ve done in probably the past two or three years. I feel like I can conquer the world without a doubt in my mind. I’m at peace with [...]

My six year old has me calling defeat

I have had many points in my parenthood where I just want to throw up my hands and call defeat. I want to give up. I don’t know what to do. I don’t know what I’m doing wrong. My son, he’s six years old. He was born when I was 17 years old. His father [...]

Time to be open: Bipolar

Back in May 2009, I wrote this on my Facebook page and posted it publicly for all those who are closet to me see… I got a few messages saying they’re there for me. To count them specifically; I got four. For those of you who were unaware. I use my Facebook page strictly for [...]

I try hard to not have a jumbled mess of an entry

I’ve been doing an excellent job of having a strict categorized entry. I’ve been writing one topic, per entry, which ends up falling in one category. Easy enough, right? Wrong. Anyways, I wanted to keep that going, but unfortunately I have days like the previous two days where there was so much madness going on [...]

My oldest and I, its a love/hate relationship

I have had an extremely rough morning today. It’s not the first that I’ve had, and I highly doubt it’s not the last. Its one of those mornings where you seriously begin to wonder why you’re not ripping out your hair. Times like these, I wonder to myself why did I ever have kids? I [...]

Child Support Battles – Oh the joy

Some of you are aware that Matt, my ex and Nick’s dad, and I don’t get along at all. In fact, if it was legal to murder each other, I’m sure it would have already been done, not really, but you know what I’m saying. Lately, I have been battling him for child support. Last [...]

A new year brings a new me.

I was going to break this blog entry up in a few different pieces, but I’ve decided to just go forward with the entire thing and just be done with it. I’ll probably be posting another blog later today to let you all know of all the stuff going on in my life (other than [...]