I’ve been in this rut lately. I’ve traveled down a dark tunnel, and I have no clue how long it continues for, or whether or not it even ends. I can’t see forward, or behind me, I can’t see anything for that matter… What the hell am I talking about? Do you ever feel in [...]
I’m sorry for the fact that after four years, I still am surprised to hear you say you love me with all your heart. … for the constant need to hear over and over what you truely feel because I just cannot believe someone in my life truely cares. … for doubting that you’ll stay [...]
So, I’ve realized in the past few days I’ve been slacking on the ol’ blog front. For a while, and on a normal basis, I’m pretty good with blogging at least everyday if not every other day. To be quite honest, its because I’ve become addicted (more so than usual) with Tumblr and Twitter. Here’s [...]
I’ve come to the conclusion that I don’t purposely lead a stressful life. I don’t choose to be unhappy, or stressed, etc. I just have the most random, fucked up bull shit happen to me, and THAT is what I cannot deal with. All these past weeks, I’ve been busting my ass to try to [...]
I’ve come to the conclusion – I REALLY need to stop listening to what my Mom has to say. I call her, looking for guidance, looking for acceptance, help, or comfort. SOMETHING. The conversation starts off fine, and then I open my mouth a little bit, and it’s too late. I tell her what’s going [...]
So, some of you have asked what does it mean to be a “KGB Agent“. No, I’m not talking about being some secret Russian spy, matter of a fact, it has nothing to do with Russia. KGB is a newer service that provides text messaging services to those who choose to text in. Basically, you [...]
I’ve been talking for some time about how I’ve just been absolutely horrible lately. I don’t know what “normal” is anymore. I don’t know what it feels like to go through a day and not get so frustrated that I want to throw things or scream at the top of my lungs. I don’t go [...]
Website Peeves Written on July 11th, 2008. Alright, so I’ve been web-designing since I was probably 11 or 12 years old. Those were the days of the geocities, AOL hometown pages. When I had no idea what stealing meant or what copying was because I would find something awesome, save it and drag it on [...]
Omg, I’ve had a roller coaster ride of the past few days. Its been ridiculous. Mike is doing fairly well. He’s just patiently awaiting the results for his biopsy to see what the outcome is. Thank you all for the well wishes. I won a new coffee maker today. ^_^ That was fucking awesome. A [...]
… *hums the theme for the James Bond movies* I’ve officially became a KGB Special Agent today. I filled out all my paperwork, passed the simulation, and all the other various tests they through at me. I am not expecting to make a living off this place, but hey, a $1 is a $1 regardless [...]
My name is Nikkole. I usually go by Nikki. I'm a SAHM of two boys. I'm enaged to Mike, who I believe is my soulmate. Twenty-three years old, you'd think I'd have "what I want to do when I grow up" figured out by now. Apparently, I have better plans. My life consists of two kids, a man I love, bipolar disorder, too many hobbies to count, and a roller coaster ride of emotions. I'm an open book. I'm honest and straight forward. I don't tend to ever hold back what needs to be said, or what I think and feel. I offend people, but that's what happens when you show people the truth. I'm just me. I'd say take a look at my About Me pages and Learn More...?
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