Freedom? Freebie? Fuck? Friday.

I could start another ‘series’ but I simply chose not to. I hav enothing to really say other than the random thoughts going on in my head. I feel the need to blog, here I am. Another RANDOM entry coming at you live from my fingers. WordPress nonsense – I am trying to learn how [...]

Memorial Day Weekend

Well, I had a few requests to be sure to post my weekend happenings when I returned, so I’ve decided to do just that. I haven’t got too much to report because all in all it was fairly uneventful. It’s not like we hunted down the Blair Witch or the Bear-wolf. All in all it [...]

Yea, I suck. Going to be gone until Tuesday…

Alright folks, its that time once again to write an extremely random, pointless entry. I don’t have too much to talk about on one specific topic, and I feel the need to update. So, what has been going on with me since the last entry?  I’ve calmed down (just a little bit.) Just forewarn you [...]

Its amazing…

I’m sitting here, completely amazed with the people who are around me on a daily basis. My family. My friends. My loved ones. My enemies… No one knows who I really am; except for maybe Mike. Even he might not understand what I go through every day and every night. Today, after having a very [...]

Do you know what its like, to live my life, with bipolar?

Do you know what its like, to live a life you’re completely unsure of? Do you know what is like, to constantly ponder what emotional damage you’re putting on your children because you’re out of control? Do you know what is like, to constantly keep to yourself about your disease simply because people think you’re [...]

Latest Addictions #1

I want to start a new series… Yet another one, that I won’t continue with, right? I know I’m horrible with wanting to do dailies (“Tasty Tuesday” lasted two weeks. I suck) but I wanted to start a new one. I have had a lot of addictions that I have been doing lately, and I [...]

Personal Argument

So, today after we came home from being at Mike’s parents, I was upset about whatever was going through my mind when I thought to myself, “Is how I act, the cause of how I was raised, for my mental illness?” Majority will say, “both” but is it that simple? I constantly think to myself, [...]

… More on my progress.

So, in my previous entry I discussed how far I’ve come in the designing world. Although I have no where near the experience I want to have. I have come a long and very far way. I have gathered a gallery in which I found some of my earlier work. These things have been created [...]

My progress in the designing world.

So for the first time in a long time, I have NOTHING going on with me. I almost feel, dare I say it, normal. Aside from my flying off the handle with sheer anger towards whatever is irritating me at the time (which is normal) I feel like I’m not suffering form anything. No depression. [...]

If it’s not one thing; Its another.

Alright, I think I officially believe that this day, week, month sucks. Every single day its a new task or new problem that we have to overcome. 80% of those problems all revolve around my shitty apartment. I hate this apartment! (I know, why don’t you just move? Do you have $1200-1600+ for security deposit [...]