Sorry for the lack of updates… I really have no excuse for them other than life has been hectic. Ever since Matt “disappeared” from seeing Nickolas again, Nick has been acting out. He is almost out of my control. He has so much anger/sadness built up that it turns into this energy that he has [...]
Alright. Quick Entry. Matt is a complete and utter waste of human space. He is a horrible parent. He doesn’t care about Nickolas. IF he did he would NOT disappear because he’s “too pissed off at me to take Nick”. BULL SHIT. He was taking him almost every single day, even for just a few [...]
Well, I am back. What did I do? Friday – Gwenn and I went to the Babies R Us store to make my registry. It was interesting to say the least. After sitting through an “orientation” of some sorts to learn how to use the gun and listen to this lady, who was slow as [...]
There really isn’t much that needs to be said. Nothing going on other than not having my meds right now because Walgreen’s sucks ass. So I’m relapsing and basically feeling like shit. Mike has off today and tomorrow, which is awesome cause I love him being off. Probably doing a whole lot of absolutely nothing [...]
Last night was one weird, annoying, ‘I just want to never talk to anyone ever again’ type of night. It started off like any other night, sat around with Nickolas watching various cartoons and shows. I decided to call my Mom. I had asked her “When do you have off again?” She instantly replied with, [...]
I think I spelled that correctly. I’m watching Extreme Home Makeover, and they’re in Hawaii, and this house they’re making is absolutely a dream house to me. Everything is tropical and Hawaiian, I’m so jealous. Anyways, yesterday we went to the fair. It was a fairly good time. We got there around 8am, and met [...]
Thats how I feel right now — Blah.I went to the doctors office yesterday. We had maybe a 10 minute appointment. The doctor came in, asked how everything was going and all I could say was, “Nothing.” I don’t know what my problem was but I just did not want to answer anything or talk. [...]
I really really am. I should start trying to go to bed earlier instead of when Mike comes home. I’ve been having a really rough time going to sleep though. Not only falling asleep, but staying asleep. Apparently, when you’re only half way through pregnancy, and not even all that large, you have to adjust [...]
Alright, so these past few days, I’ve realized I’m a complete hypocrite. I sit here and say how much I hate the whole “div layout” phenomenon and how there are bazillions of myspace sites, etc. Then I realize, these people are making a lot of money. Why can’t I do that? Sure, I’d be joining [...]
My name is Nikkole. I usually go by Nikki. I'm a mom of two boys. I'm enaged to Mike, who I believe is my soulmate. Twenty-five years old, You'd think I'd have "what I want to do when I grow up" figured out by now. Apparently, I have better plans. My life consists of two kids, a man I love, bipolar disorder, too many hobbies to count, and a roller coaster ride of emotions. I'm an open book. I'm honest and straight forward. I don't tend to ever hold back what needs to be said, or what I think and feel. I offend people, but that's what happens when you show people the truth. I'd say take a look at my About Me pages and Learn More...?
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